Randomness
Lackadaisical. Don't you love the way that word rolls off your tongue? Well distraction is a coping mechanism. I should stop over-thinking this situation. Maybe I should listen to what everyone around me says. But my heart screams something else. Fuck I am so screwed up.
I may seem like I'm rambling but indulge me here. I really do know what I'm talking about. It's just that words do these feelings no justice. Haha its weird using the word justice now cause I actually know a Justice. The randomness at the moment, few know the reason for it. Well forget it, I don't care to explain. No really.
Maybe. Maybe not? I think? So many incomplete questions and answers that lead to more questions.
Tears that you’ll never know I cry. Why does everything go wrong all together?
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Why does everything go wrong at the same time?