Sometimes it just gets too much. Gosh one after another. We hand in our chemistry report and then immediately start studying for math / chemistry / biology tests for the next week, at the same time preparing for an English essay this week. Aren't our lives simply admirable? Oh yeah and let's not forget the joy of research studies for which thankfully we have an extension till week nine. Currently at eighty pages we've yet to start on our appendix. And after week nine you'd think we'd deserve a break wouldn't you? Well sad to say, that isn’t the case, physics Pts beckons as well as prep for a social studies essay.


I wonder, do they believe that just because we got into the top 3% of the nation, we are capable of so much? I guess in the end we will pull through, after many sleepless nights, nervous breakdowns and working on pure adrenaline. Whatever. Why are we doing A level syllabus, just because we don't do O levels? Maybe it'll make Junior College easier. I guess. Well every cloud has a silver lining; I just haven't found mine yet.


Well the English essay had me scribbling to the last second. I guess it wasn't as bad; the question was predictable as ever. When I'm reduced to discussing school on my blog, you should be able to tell that I'm really stressed. I guess I should start on math. Oh trig you elude me so. Sigh. Tuition tomorrow. I think that sometimes, school life gets in the way of everything else and that makes us such boring people. I refuse to be one of those boring girls who have no social lives and simply study their youth away. So tomorrow after tuition, I'm going to go out.

Yeah I know I have to study, but I can't study all weekend, that's just crazy talk. So I'll study with that to look forward to (:

Well trig practise is awaiting me.

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Just a question: How much more?

My skin screams for your touch. A flame, ignited every time our eyes meet across the room. A blush, a crush. Blood red cheeks, coy eyes flutter, staring intently at the ground, flicking up, only to meet yours. A whispered hello, in a breathy voice; whisked away by the wind.


Dream in a reality
Knowledge's abound
Searching within
Forever unfound


Lips touch, gently and then a fight for domination. Hands, lips, a sigh escaped from parted lips. Unseeing. Unfeeling. Eternity in a moment; a moment in eternity. For a moment, everything ceases to exist, that one moment in your arms. Arms hold me tight, warmth never known, let's escape from reality, yes you and I.


To want and never have
Pretend it’s not for real
Numb from the inside
To never ever feel


Escape from all these frowns, from disapproving eyes, from us. Run. Run. Run. Take my hand, be my strength. An eternity in a kiss, such bliss unknown, until this very moment. As tongues tango, pull me closer, float away into oblivion with me. Wrapped in ignorance as we hold each other - the world just wouldn't understand.


The warmth creeps in
Push away the cold
Nothing to be said
Its you I want to hold

Not a word exchanged, as passion's flames lick at our feet, consuming us slowly as the minutes tick by. An unspoken agreement, no words - no lies. And then we part. The world would never understand.

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When it hurts to think

I'm gonna have nightmares.

http://urbanlegends.about.com/library/bl_breast_larvae.htm

EWWW. Cheyenne. WHY did you send me this? Right before i was going to go to sleep at that. Wonderful, i anticipate dreams full of cherries and cotton candies. Whatever. I am so damn grossed out. YUCK. Gross. Eww.
Words can't express this.
I'm off to bed