Friday, May 12, 2006
Randomness
Lackadaisical. Don't you love the way that word rolls off your tongue? Well distraction is a coping mechanism. I should stop over-thinking this situation. Maybe I should listen to what everyone around me says. But my heart screams something else. Fuck I am so screwed up.
I may seem like I'm rambling but indulge me here. I really do know what I'm talking about. It's just that words do these feelings no justice. Haha its weird using the word justice now cause I actually know a Justice. The randomness at the moment, few know the reason for it. Well forget it, I don't care to explain. No really.
Maybe. Maybe not? I think? So many incomplete questions and answers that lead to more questions.
Tears that you’ll never know I cry. Why does everything go wrong all together?
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Why does everything go wrong at the same time?
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
Talking to Belle is lovely! The more I think about stuff, the more confused I get, yet in that confusion, I experience clarity that I have never before felt. It's strange actually to realize so many things about myself in such a short amount of time. Well I should be mugging for Biology. Bye.
Confessional:
Entwined fingers
We're puppets
To his game
Forgive us lord
A breath apart
Lips nearly touch
Dancing to his song
Forgive us lord
Reach for my hand
Heart, skip a beat
Morals lie in shambles
Forgive us lord.
Confessional from hell
We return to normalcy
A moment, a choice to rebel
Sealed in a kiss goodbye.
A sigh escapes parted lips
Heavy breaths
Control takes a back seat
Forgive us lord
Not a word shall pass
They bear no meaning
His dark tendrils enrapture
Forgive us lord
Limbs entangled
Sheen of sweat
Moving under his command
Forgive us lord.
Confessional from hell
We return to normalcy
A moment, a choice to rebel
Sealed in a kiss goodbye.
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Do you believe in magic?
