Monday, May 15, 2006
You are such a fucking chav. Seriously. He has nothing, he's ugly as fuck, he's dumbness leads me to exasperation and he has no talent whatsoever but you still think girls should be seen and not heard? Haven't we shown you otherwise? Haven't I gotten into RGS? Hasn't she been excelling in the sports arena? I hate him. And I hate you.
He's a worthless waste of space, that's what I think. There I’ve said it. And you still say "Sharmini, Rohini go help in the kitchen." Its not like we don't have a maid. What is wrong with you? If you don't need to wash the plate neither do we, that's what I call equality.
And why do we have to be the ones who help with chores? I have fuck loads of homework to get done. He doesn't. She has her training to cope with. He doesn't, unless you count his lame excuse of a sport CCA, Cricket. God damn it, nothing against the sport but he's killing it if you know what I mean.
Fuck I know you wish we weren't. You'd rather we were pretty girls who shut up and nod, with no opinions on anything at all and who are but the perfect daughters who are seen and not heard. Whatever. That isn't going to happen, not with me around. And you're so afraid Rohi will turn out like me. Well that's too bad, I'm going to teach her how to walk, talk, sit, stand, BE me. Just to piss you off.
Your worst nightmare. Deal with it. It'd do her some good too. She's exactly like I was when I was her age, so she'll get here in no time; she just needs a shove in the right direction. I could help my brother, but nah. I'll pass. It’s not for nothing that everyone in my social circle who's met him thinks he's a total loser. There are such things as no-hope cases.
Fuck I sound bitchy. I'm going to stop ranting now. Haha more because I'm on the phone than anything else though, I have so much to say on this, but I guess that's for another time.
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Let's run away - yes you and I
